do people really get this abnormal whenever they come accross it.
do moments of happiness flash back every second?
i don't know which is more a sign of abnormality
--me acting this way or this "thing" I am imagining.
Maybe it was the lack of sleep, food,caffeine and life.
THat all of a sudden I can feel life right there when you were close.
This must be an act of desperation or totally just an insane imagination!

god,this is crazy! my hopes are funny!
This is crazy!